A quote from Miss Jack Davey

Posted by @Imani_Sublime | A quote from... | Friday 27 February 2009 2:56 pm

(quote taken from www.missjackdavey.com)

“i’m no longer going to apologize for who i am . either u can handle it or u can’t . i trust in myself & the universe enough to leave questions unanswered . i’ve never wanted to be uptight abt things i couldn’t explain . perhaps the best things in life are meant to be enjoyed rather than dissected . i’m not really sure of anything right now , but i’m wanting things that i never thought i’d consider . grown up things that perhaps i’m not really ready for , but when is anyone really ready for anything ? go with the flow , that’s all i can do . & be happy in the process . & be honest & as good to ppl as i want them to be to me . yeah . i’m sticking to that .”

To all of those that gave me prompts for my “Inspire Me” writing experiment… thank you so much. Stay tuned for postings with these pieces starting Monday!!!

..::InsPire Me::.. A Writing Experiment

Posted by @Imani_Sublime | Who wrote this? I wrote this. | Tuesday 24 February 2009 5:00 pm

(Taken from www.deviantart.com- “Inspire me” by Bradman2008)

I want to try something with you guys, if you are down… comment this blog with ideas or words or topics…that I can write about… give me more than one if you can… next week starting Monday…I will post at least two pieces a day for five days using the inspiration you guys have given me…and I will indicate who gave me the inspiration!!!

Hopefully this will get me fully out from under my creative rock. Hope to hear from someone!!!!

[DrooL] TonGue Tied HandBag

Posted by @Imani_Sublime | Material Obsessions | Tuesday 24 February 2009 4:38 pm
I am constantly on the search for a versatile bag… that goes with everything and has room for all of my junk… This is absolutely getting bought. Short strap, Long strap… and dark faux leather? Divine…. If you like this…go to www.lulus.com (one of my fave shopping sites)

Little Lila’s Lifecycle

Posted by @Imani_Sublime | Throwback,Who wrote this? I wrote this. | Tuesday 24 February 2009 4:11 pm
(Taken from www.deviantart.com “Heroin” by ~eikoweb)




Written: January 2001

Caught in the tumbleweeds of the South Bronx

Little Lila screamed her passions to the world that shut her out…

Her life started fresh and clean, what purity was all about….

But her Mami smoked her senses gone, used the high to erase Lila…

Ignoring her cries…

No one saw the hidden pain in the depths of her eyes…

Little Lila starts to cry…

Mami leaves her on the stoop one morning…

And never shows up…leaving Lila alone again…

Giving in to her sin…

Left her to struggle against the hurt within…

Left her deserted…alone in…

The corrupted innocence of inner-city bullshit…

But, Little Lila stood up and kept alive…

She was only five…

Foster homes and shelters later, Lila was twelve…

Put her anger aside, her resentment on a shelf…

Twelve years old…

And loud and bold….

Didn’t ever do as she was told…

Grinding at parties…

Rooftop fucking and staircase sucking….

Doing her dirt in the dirtiest of places…

Never remembered the names, she barely remembered faces…

Little Lila growing up too fast…

Didn’t think she had a future, so she tried to erase the past…

Just rolling her Ls…Little Lila had the ill stories to tell…

Of her crazy little escapades…

Disappearing every night in a dude’s Escalade…

But Little Lila ignored like her Mami and gave in to the world…

Long curly hair and brown eyes, a pretty young girl…

Beautiful like una rosa…que cosa

Little Lila soon fell in love,

With a smoked out thug…

With lovely green eyes…

Little Lila’s thug…

So sure and so smug…

She loved him, ‘cuz he was HER man…

Bought her that X-and-O necklace from Clari’s joyeria…Damn!!!

Gleaming and gold, hot shit…

Everybody sweat her shit solid…

But what she had in appeal, she lacked in knowledge…

‘Cuz the more she gave in, the more he took away…

Beat her senseless to a bloody pulp one day…

But Little Lila stood up and kept up her head…

Her sweet sixteen was in a hospital bed…

She was only seventeen when the emptiness

Of vacant dust and shattered six packs swallowed her…

The love was gone, the pain had hollowed her…

This was her home now…she pawned the necklace to get a hit…

‘Cuz she needed it…

He said he loved her… he didn’t mean it…

Her fix was important, man…more important understand…

Than the baby the green eyed motherfucker left inside her…

It died in her…

And the five year old Lila cried in her…

The need grew for more…Little Lila was twenty four…

Standing on corners, giving of herself for it…

Her breasts, her body, her soul, her legs, her lips…

Giving it up to find control…

In the dope that took hold…

Little Lila became a broken shell….

No more of her crazy little stories to tell…

Little Lila…

Beautiful like una rosa…que cosa…

Una rosa…

Feeding off of the poison in the root, the foundation…

A wilted flower in a viral nation…

Used and excused…the screams bruised…

Blue and black…

Black and blue…

Not loud anymore…she died at twenty four…

Wasted with neglect, beautiful like una rosa…que cosa.

Dreaming in Color

Posted by @Imani_Sublime | Throwback,Who wrote this? I wrote this. | Monday 23 February 2009 5:12 pm



(“Dreaming Rainbows” by ~Wicked-Moments- taken from www.deviantart.com)


Written : 12-28-2004


Inspired by Marinieves Alba

There is no black and white.

I dream in color…

Turquoise, deep sea blue, aqua green,

El vestido de Yemaya…

Bodies of water…

Slashed, ripped by the blood red

Of bronze-skinned dying,

Of brown-skinned trying,

Of white-skinned lying…



I dream in color…

Young Lord rainbows

Lift tropic green palms to blue skies…

And cry…

And cry…



I dream in color…

Concrete gray and tar black,

Powder white and pungent green

Purple haze…

Rolled into tobacco brown dreams,

that go up in smoke.

Gold and platinum chains that hang from brown necks,

Still holding us down.



I dream in mango orange hues,

Banana yellow, guava pink, the Golden Arches…

I dream in Super-Duper Hi-Fi Technicolor…

Auburn, burgundy red, bleach blond dyes

On 116th and 1st Av…

Coral pink flamingo bright airbrush on Kingsbridge

Timberland wheat on feet

And gold bamboo hang from brown ears…

Hiding earth skin tones and straightening kinks

For a world that only sees

Cash green and oil black…

And sells our sons to death

Wrapped in military camouflage khaki…

With promises of picket fence white

Ensnaring them with grass green dreams,

Visions of candy apple red cars

And sunlight bright futures…

Yet keep them in the gray depths of the dark

With mythical weapons of mass destruction.



I dream in colors…

Crisp white tees and blunt brown lips

That speak of never visiting the island they claim…

And still their brown fists clenching

Against checked boxes of “OTHER”

Marked red like blood…

Cacique proud…

Washing against white sand shores

As blond sky-eyed steel blue

Tell them “You are not you.”



I dream in colors…

Summer Squash outlines

Youth’s cries to be seen

In a metal gray mountain of burnt black red bricks

And shit brown subways…

Dressed in denim blue…

They break, pop, and lock on cardboard brown…

They paint over white washed walls

To let everyone know…

WE ARE STILL HERE!!!



They dream in colors…



I dream in color…

There is no black and white.

[Travel] Bali, Indonesia

Posted by @Imani_Sublime | O Calgon Take Me AwaY.... | Monday 23 February 2009 4:46 pm
I have heard about Bali before, as I am sure everyone has…but after reading the book “Eat, Pray, Love”…I googled it and saw these amazing photos… so droolworthy…look at that water and the sand… how amazingly tranquil and beautiful.


[Poets/ Activists] Mahina Movement

Posted by @Imani_Sublime | New and Local Artists | Monday 23 February 2009 3:19 pm

I have had the extreme pleasure to not only see these amazing women perform, but I know them personally (Erica DLR, you remain one of the most amazing creative teachers I have ever had)… amazing souls combining to be one voice… Check out their website and make sure you take the chance to see them on stage…they are phenomenal!
And on their “Who We Be” section of their site….the guy playing the congas in the pic… that’s my dad!!! (smile)

-As stated on their website… www.mahinamovement.org

“Mahina Movement is the phenomenal 3 women trio who combine poetry and song to create passionate music tied to flesh and bone, straight from the heart. Mahina Movement’s extraordinary melodies tell stories of the personal and political wrapped with courage, strength and awareness of human struggle and connection. 3 voices and one guitar blend into a powerful force, mixing folk, rock and rhymes in English, Spanish, and Tongan simmered with indigenous roots and culture. Mahina Movement’s rare sound and vision not only creates a raw, fierce artistic “movement” combining traditional and contemporary poetry, music, painting, theater, and ritual but also, is constantly generating a strong, steady “movement” for community—consisting of radical love, unstoppable activism and ruthless compassion.

Based and consistently building and creating in New York City, Mahina Movement not only lives in New York but also makes sure to contribute their multi-talents of creativity and organizing in a place they call home. Having deep roots from all over the world—Mexico, Ireland, Tonga and Africa—Mahina Movement consists of a Musician from Hollis, Queens; a Dancer from Texas and a Painter from Utah. Together, they have carved and crafted a world of musical and artistic possibilities, running outside of boxes and crossing borders and limits. They have combined their skills, cultures, ancestors, stories and languages to reach the masses and ignite inspiration in the face of resignation and cynicism.”

Finding my Narcissus

Posted by @Imani_Sublime | Who wrote this? I wrote this. | Monday 23 February 2009 2:09 pm
(“Going Under” by~Crashdowngrrl- Taken from www.deviantart.com)

Lost…
I felt so lost…
swirling in the whirlpools of a dead love…
I fucking give up….

You said..
“This is not about you…
But about me…
So whatever it was that was about us…
is about nothing.”

I grip onto my dignity as I pick up the pieces again…
Tear-streaked smiles to show it doesn’t hurt…
And yet my hand shakes to lift my pen…
I let myself wallow in the salty waters of my tears…
Wishing it to all disappear…
to never have even existed…
Answering questions and smiling
despite the blood boiling beneath my skin…
So I fucking give up….
On you….
On that….
On this….

Sitting on the edge…
overlooking the endlessness of me…
I realize all of this was always just…
about what you needed…
…what you desired…
about all the things I had to do to keep you content….

And it hits me finally as I stare at my reflection…
Even your reasons for leaving were about you.

So, I stare down into the waters like Narcissus…
enamored with me again…
And I see all the good I have inside of me…
All thickness and hips…
a heart on my sleeve and a smile in my soul…
the demand for respect…..
Wisdom…. and passion…and pain….

Cold hands and rough feet…
Scarred from long nights of walking on fire to get to this point….
to see my face…
There in the water…
Tears running down my cheeks…
because you don’t get to love parts of me….
without accepting the whole of me….

And you’re wrong…
There’s not always sunny days…
But fuck do I love to run through the rain…
and know that there is always a rainbow waiting at the end…

So, I jump…
back into me…
Back to me…
Diving deep inside to find me again….
Because this is no longer about you…
And I fucking give up.

A quote from Paulo Coelho…

Posted by @Imani_Sublime | A quote from...,Films and Literature | Monday 23 February 2009 1:29 pm

-from his novel “The Alchemist”

“Why do they make things so complicated?” He asked the Englishman one night. The boy had noticed that the Englishman was irritable, and missed his books.

“So that those who have the responsibility for understanding can understand,” he said. “Imagine if everyone went around transforming lead into gold. Gold would lose its value.”

[Scent] Mark. Pure

Posted by @Imani_Sublime | Material Obsessions | Monday 23 February 2009 1:13 pm

According to the mark magalog, Pure is a “purely simple fragrance inspired by clean white soap with notes of citrus and sheer florals.” Since my Chanel No. 5 is a little heavy for humid summer days…I prefer a softer more refreshing scent.
This reminds me of jumping out the shower, clean and sweet smelling. Yum! One of my favorites and I pray that Mark. / Avon does not discontinue this fragrance as it is one of my all-time faves….EVER!

[Lyrics] Duffy "Stepping Stone"

Posted by @Imani_Sublime | Lyrics | Monday 23 February 2009 12:00 pm


[verse 2]
you still call me up from time to time
and it would be so hard for me not to cross the line
the words of love lie on my lips just like a curse
and i knew, oh yes i knew they’d only make it worse
and now you have the nerve to play along
just like the mistro beats in your song
you got your kicks, you get your kicks from playing me
and the less you give the more i want, so foolishly.

[chorus]
but i will never be your stepping stone,
take it all or leave me alone,
i will never be your stepping stone,
im standing upright on my own.

A quote from Miss Jack Davey

Posted by @Imani_Sublime | A quote from... | Thursday 19 February 2009 4:03 pm


“….oftentimes we are content with being disconnected from the universe . we purposely deny good energy because we’re too selfish & egotistical to admit how much we need other ppl . we’re so afraid of our vulnerability that we’re willing to degrade those closest to us . to some , blood is no thicker than water . sometimes it is easier to be dishonorable , & no matter what binds us , be it blood or friendship , we will choose what’s comforting to our own petty impulses rather than what’s right in accordance with universal law . the power of free will can be a dangerous thing if u don’t know how to use that power.”

Taken from http://www.missjackdavey.com/

Remembering Us

Posted by @Imani_Sublime | Throwback,Who wrote this? I wrote this. | Thursday 19 February 2009 3:37 pm
(“Day and Night” by ~Fotolympus-Taken from www.deviantart.com)


Written: May 2005

When was the last time you noticed the attention I gave you…

And didn’t question my motives or intentions?

When was the last time you looked at me…

And didn’t see your “property”?

Remember instead what you saw in me

The first time we made love…

And tears came to both our eyes.

Remember instead the taste of lavender

On your lips as we kissed…

Remember instead what you saw…

The night you read my soul aloud…

Rainbow colors flashing…

And blood rushing…

To cheeks,

Shy and sweet…

You wiped tears off my face and smiled…

And I knew then that dusk had fallen…

And the full moon shone brilliantly

In the smile you held in your eyes…

Because the colors of me had spoken to you…

And showed you things you’d never seen.

So, when was the last time…

We asked questions…

And didn’t demand answers?

The last time our hands touched…

Without crushing suspicions…

Of who-was-that and what-you-did and where-you-went?

Remember instead the heat of our touch…

The strength of my smile…

How the sweat of our love making

Dripped across our naked backs…

And pooled in the depths of our palms.

I cried too much

For lost full moons…

Hidden by the lust of the sun….

Intense, overwhelming…

I lost the silver lining in my clouds…

And swept up the raindrops like shattered glass.

I hid the key to myself

Under black holes and thick scars of stolen stars…

And pressed my dreams like wildflowers

Between the pages of a book…

I left myself there.

And it was you who gave me back my full moon…

And I gave you my heart.

So, why can’t you remember…

The free spirit dancing in the winds

And laughing amongst the trees?

The innocent poet who gazes to the sky in search of inspiration?

The raw goddess inside the shell-shocked mortal?

I see you…still…

I know my flaws…

I know my faults…

I know my imperfections….

And I guess the sweet beginnings are over…

And there’s no creamy center after the candy coating…

There’s nuts and bolts and screws…

And full moons…

And stars and suns…

And planets circling us…

As we slow dance like we used to…

Complexities…

The intricate details of what we are…

And soon to be…

But you need faith in me.

The memory

Instead of a love once new and now realized…

I gave you what you gave to me…

So, when was the last time…

You took what I had to offer with no judgment?

The last time you saw honesty in my heart

And not the lies they wanted you to believe?

Remember instead the tired feet that stopped walking

The day you stood in front of me

And stopped me from running away.

I remember that…

The balance of what I am to you…

And what you are to me…

Mi tormenta mas grande…

Y mis aguas serena…

The night…

And the day…

La tierra…

Y el mar…

The clouds…

And the stars…

El sol…

Y la luna.

Without one there is no beginning to the other.

[Jennifer Lopez] Style Icon

Posted by @Imani_Sublime | Look And Likes [Fashion, Photography, Models, Art, etc] | Thursday 19 February 2009 3:33 pm

JLo… even though, to me, personally…sometimes is not the best representation of Puerto Rican women…and I loathe when people call me JLo simply because she is the only woman of Puerto Rican descent they know of…. I respect her style and business savvy… She is an extremely influential Latina in American pop culture…so this…is giving her the props she deserves… Besides, her shoe game be tiiiiight! LOL.




[Poet] Blue

Posted by @Imani_Sublime | New and Local Artists | Thursday 19 February 2009 3:15 pm

http://www.poetryisalive.com/author.php

I saw Blue at an event earlier this week and he is prob one of the funniest and most sincere poets I have ever met.
As he says “This is my nine to five…this is my bread and butter.”

Check him out…buy his book…$10.
SUPPORT LOCAL ARTISTS!!!

[Film] "City of God"

Posted by @Imani_Sublime | Films and Literature | Thursday 19 February 2009 3:08 pm
One of my all-time favorites… this movie is amazing…the imagery, the storyline…even the language is what makes this amazing…I love this movie!

Love All

Posted by @Imani_Sublime | Throwback,Who wrote this? I wrote this. | Thursday 19 February 2009 2:57 pm
(“Blood Ink” by *Minutestocountdown From www.deviantart.com)




Written: May 13, 2005

You say that you’ll love me for my words alone…

But my words are only mirrored from life and what I’ve known…

For my words are from feeling,

So revealing…

Of a heart that pumps blood to my veins…

From the mind, core, and soul that rush to bring thoughts to my brain…

Which allows my hands to hold pens, caress pages, to type and to write…

Which clench to tight fists so that I can continue to fight…

And in this fight, I’ll hurt and bleed blood…

I’ll scream and I’ll cry and my tears will flood…

And the battle will be written down for all to see…

So if you say you’ll love me for my words, you have to love all of me.

[Travel] Tuscany, Italy

Posted by @Imani_Sublime | O Calgon Take Me AwaY.... | Thursday 19 February 2009 1:55 pm
I have always wanted to visit Italy… and seeing these beautiful pictures of Tuscany makes me want to even more…so quaint and beautiful and serene. And this is only one tiny part of it…. Crazy right? Hope you enjoy these as much as I have…..



A quote from Anaïs Nin

Posted by @Imani_Sublime | A quote from... | Thursday 19 February 2009 1:36 pm
“Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don’t know how to replenish its source. It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals. It dies of illness and wounds; it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings.”

RIP Joe Cuba (1931-February 15,2009)

Posted by @Imani_Sublime | One of the Greats | Tuesday 17 February 2009 3:25 pm


Salsa band
leader
Joe Cuba, dubbed the “Father of Latin Boogaloo”, died Sunday, February 15, 2009 in NYC at the age of 78.
Cuba was a key architect of Boogaloo, a bilingual sound that fused Afro-Carribean genres with the urban R&B stylings of NYC…thus being a key component of what is now called The Nuyorican Movement. He was inducted into the International Latin Music Hall of Fame in April of 1999, and was the director of the Museum of La Salsa, in El Barrio, NYC (Spanish Harlem).
May he rest in peace and be reassured that his legacy will remain.

Frostbitten

Posted by @Imani_Sublime | Who wrote this? I wrote this. | Tuesday 17 February 2009 12:34 pm
(“A Frozen Tear” by =ShinyDragonfly From www.deviantart.com)
Written: February 16, 2009 -(waiting for the BFF in Starbucks)

Flying away with the wind at the back of your mind…
I remain your afterthought…
Losing control…
Tears frozen on my cheeks…
The horror of losing myself in your dreams alone…

I can’t feel my fingers when you hold my hand…
Closing your eyes to me…
shutting out the sun.
Ice cold lips pressed to the warmth of my good intentions…
I grasp onto threads of what I hope my heart can change…
with stubborn snowflakes piling up on a fool’s smile…

Crying and yelling at a glacier…
There is no movement…
No reaction to my pleading….
You caress me with icicles…
your frosted walls are up…
even when our heated passion attempts to take you
beyond your ice blue horizons….

How can I love someone so completely hidden from me?

I shiver from your cold shoulders…
Wanting to be just let in…
Where I know you’re warm…I’ve felt it before….
I throw myself at you when inhibitions have been lost…
only for the avalanche of your silence to overwhelm me into humiliation.
Beyond words…

I beg…
Look at me…
Listen to me…
Hear me out…
Understand me….
Try to…
Feel me…
Touch me….
Take me….into consideration….

But excuses and brush offs and I don’t knows
sting like hailstones….
I wince when uncertainties cloud over the sunshine of your truth…
Knowing that I should take refuge in myself,
yet I still give it all to you….
And inside of me, my own storms brew and the winds pick up….
And still I take comfort in the cold igloos of your embrace…
Longing for the fires I know you’ve smothered with the ice of your scars….
I tremble….

It’s cold when you leave me outside of you….

Let me in…
Let me in….
I am here if you would only let me in….

A quote from Quentin Tarantino

Posted by @Imani_Sublime | A quote from... | Tuesday 17 February 2009 12:08 pm

“To be a novelist, all I need is a pen and a piece of paper.”

Ruben Toledo (1961- )

Posted by @Imani_Sublime | Look And Likes [Fashion, Photography, Models, Art, etc] | Tuesday 17 February 2009 11:32 am
The first time I saw one of Ruben Toledo’s fashion illustrations, I was flipping through an Elle Magazine and came across his Nordstrom’s ad…I adore it…elegant and delicate and absolutely gorgeous.




iLy

Posted by @Imani_Sublime | Uncategorized | Friday 13 February 2009 3:00 pm

Happy Valentines Weekend to all! Muahz!

Edgar Degas (1834-1917)

Posted by @Imani_Sublime | Look And Likes [Fashion, Photography, Models, Art, etc] | Friday 13 February 2009 2:08 pm



One of my favorite Impressionist artists (though he himself hated the term). These all look soft and candlelit…Spectacular.
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